53. Recently unemployed. Overweight. Realizing a dream of graduating from school and becoming a licensed esthetician. 34 years of work in a corporate setting. Happily married for 31 wonderful years. Two beautiful children. Happy. Calme.
Who thinks that at this age, in this stage of life, that they would be attempting to recreate themselves. I've always dreamed of a new start in my career. And now I have that opportunity. But along with that, I yearn for a simple life. No clutter. I long to wake up in the morning refreshed and excited for each new day...not dreading the day ahead. Administrative work was NEVER my dream. But I landed there, and I stuck it out for 34 years. Now, the decision to move ahead has been made for me by the simple phrase "We have eliminated your position." Said by someone with with no remorse. Even as they apologized for having to let me go, knowing their words were insincere. Feeling the fear of the unknown and yet the elation at finally being set free.
So now I will begin my new journey with my supportive husband and children cheering me on. My goals are to de-clutter my life. Finally find the strength within to lose this weight. To seek the career I've always dreamed of. To intensify the happiness I've always felt and to make the choices that will move me forward. To start this new journey. Happy. Calme.
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